I haven't posted in a while. That's because I'm feeling pretty good. Not too much to say. Something positive happened this weekend. I was in a social situation that usually provokes an enormous amount of jealousy which, to date, always lapses into depression within a few days. But this time it didn't. I allowed myself to actual feel during the situation, to hurt, and to cry, in front of others, and it was a release.

On the downside, I can't get over this damn fatigue. I get so little done. I just don't have the energy.