I have been cheated out of life. I live behind a screen and watch others move about and work and build and live lives of activity and productivity and achievement and consistency and even happiness. I sit behind this screen alone and surrounded by piles of projects dreamed, wood rotted before the seed even produced a sapling.
The screen seems so fragile sometimes; it is semi-translucent so I think it is thin and flimsy and should shred at the slightest brushing of my hand. But it thick as life, the life I should be living, and even my words cannot penetrate the distance through.
I live behind the screen with you.
ReplyDeleteAmazing who you can find when You're reaching out or looking for 'something' to make you feel a tinsy bit 'normal'.
My name is mel and I am melissamarie on MDJUNCTION.
Just wanted to stop by and take a look.
I have bipolar type 2 with rapid cycling and MPD.(multiple personality disorder)
Thankyou for sharing.
Thanks Melissa. It helps me feel more "normal" when I feel less isolated--when I realize other people are looking through that same screen.
ReplyDeleteMD Junction is a great place.